11:19 am
7th of January 2012
I put the time first and then the date. The reason is simple. This minute is important to me. The date is irrelevant, a continued flux which describes our events and not us at all.
I was clearing up my desktop, which was, for the last couple of days cluttered with video clips, short script intros, session flows, etc. Today, the only ones remaining there are the drafts of the chapters of my thesis.
For the last couple of days, I had been working only on a convention, which is being inaugurated this minute, and interestingly enough, I have opted out of attending the session. Human mind, indeed, works in the most interesting ways and defies expectations. I guess mine just loves being unpredictable.
2012 has started on a strange note. I am hardly where I was supposed to be. I am hardly where my mind is. I am hardly where I would like to be. Even with all my goals displaced and orbiting off the track, I am, today, happy to be alive with a better management of expectations. Don’t ask; don’t risk being refused. Don’t dream; don’t risk disappointment.
Just be.
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